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      Thanks to Goggle Translate, I manage to grab four words which has the same meaning; FRIENDS. Friend is define as a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.       Friends are like stars, they come and go, but the best ar e the ones that come out and glow! - Unknown       Few days before I went back for Christmas' holiday, I felt something weighing my heart. I don't feel right. I felt like something bad gonna happen (obviously nothing happened, I am still writing, alhamdulillah). So as the result, I became a bit depressed and paranoid and since I was heavily influenced by movies, I wrote a Goodbye Note titled Warkah Berlagu Pilu and save it as a draft in my Facebook account. At the time I wrote it, I cried heavily but silently since I was in the solat room. Later that night after Maghrib, the class and I went to Tanjung Lumpur for a sort of a goodbye-for-a-while-gathering-slash-dinner. Everyone had ...

      After trying to post a code which gonna appear as a blue coloured word of shahadah on Facebook, my account was blocked. It also said that I can't post anything for the next 24 hours. Too bad. Thank God for twituer though. p/s : twitter equals to twituer. it's a thing now.

      My blog now is full of unpleasant stories. Ugh, I hate it! Now, on a more of happy note, insyallah, on 16th of January (yep, it's my birthday :P), I'm gonna change my layout and the name of this blog. The current name/title is too long and not catchy at all. So, let's wait and see :) AND I promise this blog is gonna be more fun and exciting...I hope.

      Ignore the previous post please. I do need my friends. Thank you guys for making me forget Them and making my days brighter. I love you guys, seriously. :') I don't need to type out your name here. Your name is already in my heart and that is what matters most. Thanks for being here with me through thick and thick. I will always remember you guys.       p/s : kalau Legoland dah bukak nanti kat JB. yang aku tahu, korang WAJIB datang okay!

      These past few days have been hell. I cried my eyes out. Yeah, it was the only way I could feel live again. It. Was. The. Only. Way. When at time like this, I feel all alone in this big world. I admit that I have cool friends but sometimes they kinda sorta can't get through me, you know? BIG SIGH. I want to be alone. I WANT TO BE ALONE! :( I hate them...not my friends. The other them. I always hated them. When I am on my way to like them, there will always be a reason for me not to. I know it's harsh to not to but heck, experiences cannot be erased. Oh god, I am not making any sense here. Guys, please pray for me - lots. Ya Allah, I need so much strength now! :')