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      Thanks to Goggle Translate, I manage to grab four words which has the same meaning; FRIENDS. Friend is define as a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.       Friends are like stars, they come and go, but the best ar e the ones that come out and glow! - Unknown       Few days before I went back for Christmas' holiday, I felt something weighing my heart. I don't feel right. I felt like something bad gonna happen (obviously nothing happened, I am still writing, alhamdulillah). So as the result, I became a bit depressed and paranoid and since I was heavily influenced by movies, I wrote a Goodbye Note titled Warkah Berlagu Pilu and save it as a draft in my Facebook account. At the time I wrote it, I cried heavily but silently since I was in the solat room. Later that night after Maghrib, the class and I went to Tanjung Lumpur for a sort of a goodbye-for-a-while-gathering-slash-dinner. Everyone had to pay a worthy RM15. No Complaint t

      After trying to post a code which gonna appear as a blue coloured word of shahadah on Facebook, my account was blocked. It also said that I can't post anything for the next 24 hours. Too bad. Thank God for twituer though. p/s : twitter equals to twituer. it's a thing now.

      My blog now is full of unpleasant stories. Ugh, I hate it! Now, on a more of happy note, insyallah, on 16th of January (yep, it's my birthday :P), I'm gonna change my layout and the name of this blog. The current name/title is too long and not catchy at all. So, let's wait and see :) AND I promise this blog is gonna be more fun and exciting...I hope.

      Ignore the previous post please. I do need my friends. Thank you guys for making me forget Them and making my days brighter. I love you guys, seriously. :') I don't need to type out your name here. Your name is already in my heart and that is what matters most. Thanks for being here with me through thick and thick. I will always remember you guys.       p/s : kalau Legoland dah bukak nanti kat JB. yang aku tahu, korang WAJIB datang okay!

      These past few days have been hell. I cried my eyes out. Yeah, it was the only way I could feel live again. It. Was. The. Only. Way. When at time like this, I feel all alone in this big world. I admit that I have cool friends but sometimes they kinda sorta can't get through me, you know? BIG SIGH. I want to be alone. I WANT TO BE ALONE! :( I hate them...not my friends. The other them. I always hated them. When I am on my way to like them, there will always be a reason for me not to. I know it's harsh to not to but heck, experiences cannot be erased. Oh god, I am not making any sense here. Guys, please pray for me - lots. Ya Allah, I need so much strength now! :')

      Every time I feel down or some sort, I would want to write it down and share it with people. I don't really know why. But I do know that if some read it, somehow my burden will lessen. Yeah, its my baby theory. I do know for fact that my friends did not drop by my blog often so I feel free about writing stuff here.        As for today, I'm having a HUGE regret for something. It is about deleting someone's contact number from your past. People said that if you wanna get through  bad break up or even forgetting someone, you have to delete all the stuff that could be reminded of that particular someone or even make us contact him/her back.        In my case, it's more or less the same. Bad break up. Bad patching up. Kinda pretty girlfriend after me. Sigh. So, the easiest solutions were to delete his number and block his Facebook etc. I made him pretty much non-exist in my life. Well, now after a year and some months of all that, I browse my diary then saw

           This date brings a lot of happiness to many people today, I'm sure. But not me. Spare me some lah. Don't go hog all the rainbows of happiness around. Huh, weird. Not to many are having their birthday today. To those who are celebrating, big joyous happy birthday to you! Don't mind this grey looking monster here. Have your day, your way. TTYL.

      It's been a boring and long day. Woke up around the same time I did last day and the day before and the day before...well, I can't tell you what was the exact time 'cos then I won't be someone's wife...ever. Haha! Hey, the title does say it all aite? And oh maybe this picture will helped.        Alright alright, I will explained. The weird thing about this picture up here is that these regular pokers just poked me a couple of hours before I wanna poked them back but the time below their names says...A YEAR AGO. Oooh man, that makes me look bad as a cool poker. Yeah, you can poke me and see for yourself. You will be poked back in a matter of seconds or maybe minutes or maybe even hours but I swear it won't take a year for me to poked you back. Try me out. TTYL.

      This a joke I found somewhere on the net. Hope it will cheer your Friday up! :)       An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse full of money. She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money.       After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always right), an employee took the elderly woman to the president's office. The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000". The president curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money.       The elderly woman replied that she made bets. The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?" The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square." The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was impossible to win a bet like that. The

      Click the picture to enlarge. Please do click since what I want to talk about is about it. My notifications exceeds the limit which means I would not know who reply my comments or my wall post so I wanna say sorry if I didn't reply it. There are FEW posts that I remembered and I personally search that post one by one and reply it but its a rare case since my mind is no longer a math brain. Yeah, I put the blame on my hundred percent reading course. Surprise, surprise. So whoever receive my reply even though your post are outdated, please be moved. That means you are on my mind and I like you or you are famous and I want people to see that I know of you. Haha! Okay, joke. TTYL suckers! :) p/s : aarief! your name termasuk! haa bangga tak, bangga tak? :D

      See that little koala which is not so little? Cute right? Feel like gobble-ing him up whole? Don't you dare! Hahahaha! Okay. Seriously. Don't. You. Dare. My beautiful mate who is currently studying in Australia gave it to me a few hours ago when we met up at a famous shopping complex in Johor Bahru. I'm dedicating this post to her; Siti Aishah. A lot of thank yous to you. :) You did contribute to a collection of my beloved babies (stuffed toys). she is pretty, isn't she? ^^,

      If you ever feel down and hopeless is your middle name, watch this awesome video. It will cheer you up man! :)  https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=1538794887088  

      Last week, we hit Melaka's Al-Ikhsan store to search for my sport shoes, given that my 3/4 years old sport shoes already seen better days. I was fond of that shoes. We have been through a lot together; through winning and losing. Because of you, I managed to represent my district. Oh well, I do love you and I'm sorry that I have to throw you out honey.       Papa showed me Nike's Dual Fusion and I put it on even though it was one size bigger than mine. I walked around the store and I felt like walking on clouds. The shoes hugs my feet, padded my steps and it's comfortable like crazy. Long story short, I fell in love with this shoes! I asked the sales person to look for my size and after a while, he came back and said "sorry, this is the only size available. others are already sold out." I was like "err. that's the first. all this while, it was hard for me to get shoes that is large enough for my feet and now it doesn't have one s

This is my first production of a short movie... Or a sketsa , whatever you called it. We [my teammates and I] received a heap of compliment, so I decided to post it on YouTube so that anyone can enjoy it as much as I, the editor did enjoyed the sleepless night and days of more than 30 hours of editing it. This was actually our Computer Science's project for 20% marks. We did it only for a day because we were supposed to hand it in the day after and last minute works are my cup of tea. :P Oh well, I hope you watch this. Do watch it! And comment on it. Thank you. :) Toodles!

          On 9.51am while I was still soundly asleep after having my Subuh prayer, I woke up by the sound of my hand phone ringing indicated that I have a text message. With penuh kepayahan , I squinted at the screen and it shows a text from Miss Hotlink which reads Maxis Movies - Enjoy Buy1 Get1 Free movie ticket offer for any movie, anyday, anytime at TGV & GSC cinemas. Visit mlp.my/movies.       And sure, yeah, I did opened the website and you know what? I got punked...hard! It's a total rip off man. The movies that I want to watch are only available at all movie theaters except Johor Bahru's. It is sooo not cool to trick a person who just woke up. Her soul is not even fully transmitted back in her body. Miss Hotlink, I hate you. see for yourself! *soft crying

      Final akan aku hadapi lagi 2 hari dan aku masih di sini; tekan-tekan keyboard. Doakan aku berjaya dengan warna terbang! :D But this will just be a quickie. Hee,  aku just nak cakap yang aku dah ada button LIKE for every post aku which aku tahu akan berbunyi 'kriikk, krikk, kriiik' saje since aku punya follower dah entah ke mane. Hey followers, aku rindu korang! Like seriously.  Nak study ni [jangan caye sangat]. Take care bloggy. TTYL. :)       p.s : Selamat Hari Malaysia! [selamat bersantai sebenarnya... for school children and work adults]

      Mama and sis came to town for the weekend. I was excited since the last time I saw them was like two weeks ago. So, the day before they came, I bought two bottle of A&W's rutbir and a pack of Loacker's yummy and creamy wafers filled with vanilla [hihi sedap doeee]. Originally, I thought that all of my family members excluded angah will come but actually just the two of them. But hey, beggars can't be picky right?       They arrived on 2pm++, picked me up from my campus and drove to Zenith Hotel, the nearest hotel. We checked in and rest for a while and after asar, we walked to East Coast Mall, shopping, I withdraw some money and we walked together to the bazaar next to the bus terminal. Mama was a bit disappointed with the spread at the bazaar because she recalled that the bazaar was not the same bazaar she went to when she studied in MRSM Kuantan looong time ago. I belanja my sis some this and that [hehehe kena tulis jugak! welkk :P].       Arrived bac

1. I like him a little bit. 2. Dreamt about him. 3. Like him a lot. 4. Nothing happened. 5. The like-ness fizzled to a big nothing whatsoever. 6. Days later, dreamt about him AGAIN. 7. Confused. 8. Sad.

I am sick. I went to a government clinic and got my MC and it came with a package; 1 big bottle of cough SYRUP - yeah, the black yucky tasting syrup that we consumed when we were younger, a pack of vitamins C, ubat penitis dalam telinga and antibiotics. One word, YUCKS! Ugh, I am so not gonna eat all that. Antibiotics, yes but cough syrup? No thanks! My right ear is disfunctioning right now. I neep some sleep I guess. Toodles! Oh lupa, aku buat entry ni untuk tunjuk something. My beloved roomate update 5 status yang merapu pakai my account. Terbaik. Dan I tricked her into logging into her account using my laptop. But sadly, my other roomate ter logout kan. Dummy. So tonight, I'm gonna kill her in her bed. Muahahaha! *evil laugh* Oh, Im gonna do it with a spoon.

What is it with students and cheating? They are like a pair wherever I go. No matter where I am; in primary school, secondary school or even now, in higher education level they are still together. Students should be mature enough to differentiate the good and the bad hey?... NOT! This are what I could gather for the pass few tests I have been in. 1. Pretty Queen make it like she drop her pen on the floor and while she retrieve it, she asked for answers to the person next to her. 2. Not-so-pretty Queen whispering together with the person next to her to have the best answer to be write down in their paper. 3. Look through textbook while the lecturer look away. Haha! Noob! LOL. When I took Law038 test just now, Adorable want to give me her answer because she could see that I was stucked. Allah sahajalah tahu betapa tempting-nya itu. Haha, but aku kuatkan semangat untuk tidak meniru. I did not blamed her though. I guess it's her way saying Iloveyoufriend. and Iloveyoutoo gi

I have been planning on going back home SECRETly two weeks prior to the date of my bus ticket which was on 15th of June, at 11.59 p.m. The weekend before I went back, my dearest mother and sister came to Kuantan to visit me. It almost made me spill my beans but I restrained myself with all the power I got...which was HARD since I am not that powerful. On the day, my class ended at 8p.m. My classmate, Dayah planned a get together at a nearest mall. Bowling time baby! Most of you already know that bowling is my favourite pastime so I jumped at the idea and recruit more people to join us. Then after performing Maghrib, the ten of us make our way to the mall, by foot! After what seems like hours, we arrived at the mall. Long wait for our turn to get a lane [since it's friday night]. Seven of us played in one lane. You can think for yourself the torture of waiting for the cycle to end. The condition of the lane did not help either. But in the end, I won. Opps. No need to write that down

Yes, I am in UiTM Kuantan. Yes, I am a law student. Yes, I don't have my own laptop. Yes, I update my blog on my housemate's laptop. Yes, I live on my own. Yes, I don't eat vegetables since it will cost me 50 cents more a day. Yes, I wash my own clothes. Yes, I cried on certain days when I am missing my family. Yes, I have been accepted to join Peers Club but I do not join their activity today. Yes, I am tired from the volleyball competition yesterday. Yes, I want to turn back the clock if I can. Yes, I wish I did say something when the seniors asked us to team up with another team seconds before the game start. Yes, I blame our lost on that. Yes, I blame myself too. Yes, I love my housemates. Yes, I love my classmates. Yes, I have not been eyeing the guys. Yes, I don't have the urge to look for a boyfriend. Yes, I have been eating 'maggi goreng' lately. Yes, I am worried about money. Yes, I have many books to buy. Yes, I miss my family. Yes, I miss Haziqah Rosa

I want to tell you a truth. The truth, nothing but a whole truth. About Anuar Zain and me. HAHA! Aku just nak bagi tahu that aku dan Anuar memang got something going on... NOT! :P I uploaded this picture of Anuar and me on my Facebook page last month. To be frank, this picture is superimposed. Kihkih! Some of you have guessed it. But let me tell you this, lots of people fell for it. Oh! I am so goooood! :P I did it for fun only okay. My intention is nothing else than having pure joyous fun. Muahaha~! You wanna see the real picture? Hold on........ TA-DA! There it is! Haha! Yeah, that's my mama. Yeah, Anuar hold my mom's hand. Yeah, bummer! Yeah, aku nak gigit mama. LOL. [mama tak minta di pegang pun tangan tu, mind you] So after aku dan kakak aku dok histeria ke-jealous-an, kami pulak dapat jumpa Si Dia. For real! :) Tengok sahajalah gambar ini. A picture worth thousand words. TEEHEE! Heh, tak percaya juga? Masih cakap aku superimpose? Meh aku upload gambar akak aku dengan Si

Mother's Day is this weekend man! Lately, in order to kill time, I would search for funny quotes or phrases and jokes on the web. So last night I fumbled (?) into this website called Board Of Wisdom [click for link]. I found a lot of jokes that could even make my eldest brother laugh his a$$ off, not literally of course. For example, - I was standing in the park wondering why frisbees got bigger as they get closer. Then it hit me. LOL much? I did and still do! HAHAHA! After two hours reading all the jokes I click on the link about Mother's Day. Lots of the post is about what mom did for us from then till now. Since I will be going to the next step of life which is college life, Mama and Papa have been extremely caring. Or maybe I have been kinder because of that. Either way, the posts managed to make me cry my eyes out. And the song that I listened to does help a lot. *sobsob* What hurts the most by Rascal Flatts. Try it! So I have been planning for the best Mother's Day

Hey young ladies and gentlemen out there. It's been a while since I've updated this blog. A month and two days to be exact. Sorry. It's not like you guys long to read my blog though, right? Hehe. So, here I am. There's nothing interesting to write about in the month that I stopped writing for a while. But I do have a favour to ask you beautiful people [err.okay.kiss ass much?LOL]. I would love for you guys to vote me in the DiGi Wwwow Awards that I participated in. The award is distributed in various categories and I chose to be in the Picture Of The Year category. 'Cos to be in the Blogger Of The Year categories would be like suicide since my blog is dull [and don't have much info y'all] and does not have many followers like BlogSerius or something like that lah kan. I would really really appreciate if you guys can click the VOTE on my entry on the link below. http://www.wwwow.my/Detail.aspx?cd=230411180150684 The downside is that you can only vote once pe

muka muka mintak tapak! :) hehe so sad satu lagi bestfriend aku kat tijb ni datang lambat [sitino sakinah] FIRST : Hey, result SPM bagi calon-calon SPM 2010 semalam dah keluar. Alhamdulillah.. Apa yang aku dapat menepati target mama aku. But apa yang di target tu, tidak ditawarkan hadiah oleh beliau. So, Rm5000 or RM1000 tidak aku dapat. LG Choc idaman aku pun tidak dapat dibeli. :'( babe, it's my long live dream untuk pakai this phone! But hey, ALHAMDULILLAH result aku macam ni! Kira fortunate lah kan. THE BEST PART IS THAT I GOT B+ for my ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS . Padahal since form 4, aku TAK PERNAH LULUS that subject. Aku nak sangat ucapkan thanks tak terhingga kepada semua bestfriends aku di TIJB and SIGS and Sekolah Sains Mersing yang teramat lah bijak dari aku yang always bagi aku semangat untuk belajar dan juga tunjuk ajar! :') Kepada cikgu² juga, terima kasihlah selama ini mengherdik aku yang tak masuk di ajar ni. SECOND : Two days before that, aku lulus test JPJ ak

Setiap kali pukul 7 malam, akan aku bukak channel 180 dan setiap kali tu jugak lah lagu ni akan keluar. Syahdu saja suara mereka. Bait-bait lirik dia juga menyentuh kalbu. Ada jugak lagu Hafiz Hamidun yang dia nyanyi dwi bahasa tapi tak dapat pulak carik di YouTube. Takpelah, lupakan. Lapangkanlah hatimu dalam musibah Dan bersabarlah di jalan Allah Jangan hanya memeluk dunia fana Yang bersalut dengan dosa Ingat azab neraka Akan mengejarmu saat kau mati Jadi jujurlah harungi hidup ini Jauhi azab ilahi Chorus: Bersyukurlah selalu Dan jangan ragu Nescaya jauh azabmu

Dah hari kedua aku berada di Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan. Staying at The Legend Water Chalets punya hotel. Hmm, I don't think its a resort laa Miftah. Its just a hotel. Waking up dengan gegaran dari mama ajak breakfast dan dengan malasnya decline. So now aku menyesal. Perut dah masuk angin. AKU LAPAR!! Banyaak betul benda terjadi kalau aku gastrik sebab tak sarapan. First, handphone masuk jamban sebab asyik membuang. Second, nak pitam time kerja. You never learned your lesson kan Nadilah! Dah lah, malas nak cakap dengan orang telinga kuali ni.

WARNING : This is going to be those kind of tale that might bore you. It's full of little detail that I bother to write 'cos again, it is for my future reference. If you love yourself and not wanting to be a puddle of gooey air liur basi, turn away from this page, thank you. Heck yeah I went to Jom Heboh yesterday and the day before but here this out. I went there as a promoter and NOT as a jolly good buyer! My very first time tuuu jejak kan kaki ke Jom Heboh and I'm proud with myself! Hahaha. A week prior to the week, Fiona yang ajak aku untuk kerja di situ since her sister and herself pernah buat promote² ni and Fiona jugak pernah promote tuala wanita yang jenama dia aku tak boleh sebut sebab nanti kiranya aku promote jenama tu FOC and I wouldn't want that. Aku nak duiiiiiitt! :P So dengan sepantas kilat aku agree untuk jadi promoter Nestle [itu yang si fyon bg taw lah.just nestle.but wat sort of product,aku pun tak taw]. Yang aku nak dengar was she said we wi

My one and only Makngah, now dah uzur sangat. My cousin posted on her facebook saying that... "Salam all,mak dah end stage,cancer has spread al over,dr cnt do anything, new growth at tumy area,air kuning stil being drained out..now cirit..mulut kering,kaki bengkak..bed riden.pls pray that she gets comfortable n lessen her pain.amin (dari abg la)..... now i'm in room 451.....makngah nampak penat...N tak larat cakap pun...juz ang guk n geleng... sama2 kita doakan makngah...." Walhal baru sahaja semalam kami satu keluarga lawat Makngah di Sime Darby Medical Centre Subang Jaya which also was known as Subang Jaya Medical Centre. Masa time kami datang, Makngah tengah menyuap nasi lemak dan aku tengok banyak makanan atas meja [sebab the day before, Makngah ade cakap nak makan ini dan itu. i guess that's why ade makanan banyak jenis]. Every suapan Makngah slow saja like she's trying to savour every bite. Angah aku dah bisik cakap "sedihnye mok, tengok makngah.nak nan

Haa since aku tak tahu nak coret apa atas screen putih ni, marilah aku jawab tag daripada si comel yang rajin tag aku. Answer the questions with the title of the song on your music player. Guna shuffle modelah. Senang kan? 1. if someone says 'is this okay?' you'll answer : - Here By Me 2. how would you describe yourself? - It's Not My Time 3. what do you like in a guy/girl? - Let Me Go ~.~ haha 4. how do you feel today? - Unbreak My Heart HAHAHAHA 5. what is your life purpose? - Boys And Girls . bhahaha ini terbaik! :P 6. what is your motto? - Nobody's Home 7. what do your friends think about you? - There She Goes 8. what do you think of your parents? - Bright Lights 9. what do you think about very often? - Fiona . wakaka ! ape seh ? hang tak yah nak bangga yeah fyon ! ~.~ 10. what is 2+2? - Love etc. 11. what do you think of your friends? - I Will Be 12. what do you think of the person you like? - Wherever I May Roam 13. what is your life story? - Big Girls Don&